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[18 Dec 2005|11:30am]
[ mood | depressed ]

AH! just barely cutting that 5 week mark I know but it still counts...


I just wanna know where Brian is :\ I can't find him..

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[12 Nov 2005|01:00am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

veterans day...
 
The 11th month of the 11th day of the 11th hour..
^ ^...But lets not talk about that war <.>
I wanna talk about...
 
Vietnam :D?!
I wanna talk about to yanks over in the states and
their involvement in the war too...
why?
because :D its an American holiday drr 
But none the less…American or not its something to
update about -.-
 
 
May - President Johnson's aides begin work on a
Congressional resolution supporting the President's
war policy in Vietnam. The resolution is shelved
temporarily due to lack of support in the Senate, but
will later be used as the basis of the Gulf of Tonkin
resolution.
 
Tonkin. There was no Tonkin sinking. The whole thing
was a fake being used as a tool for the government to
pull the country out to war. 
Seeing as they were already out there one may say that
it does not seem to be something of great importance
that the government lied to the people to bring them to
war but it is!
 
Because history, when not corrected, leaves room for
repeats.
 
 
People like repeats you know...
 
Like whenever you go to watch tv at night when you
can't seem to fall asleep..you get to watch those
reruns of all those shows you've seen 50 BILLION times
before...but they still make you laugh
 
But in history, reruns of problems, of lying govn.t is
no laughing matter
Ignorance at its finest people!
 
you let the bastards get away with it...and what
happened..
 
WELL
 
lets talk more recently...ohhh lets say...Operation
Iraq Liberation
 
and...uhhmmmm "weapons of mass destruction" -_-
 
Know whets funny now?
 
NOW...now the government is saying that they THINK the
Intelligence committee that said there were in fact
Weapons of mass destruction in Iraq was false...
Huh...what a concepts -.-
 
 
BUT! I don't live in America so I shouldn't really be
worried about it?
Why not be worried about it though >.< If it's
happening over there what isn't to stop it from
happening on our own soil...right here right where I'm
fucking standing up.
You know I went to go see a film this evening, and one
of the advertisements before the movie was talking
about a movie called "V for Vendetta" Which I really
think looks interesting and would like to see it when
it comes out
but they put it well
 
 
the people should not be afraid of the government. The
government should be afraid of the people
 
But perhaps a lack of fear on both parties has left
the U.S. in ruin..and whats more...lets not even
generalize it to the United States...lets say all
governments. 
 
In this day and age; respect is a thing of the past
Christ himself said the golden rule was to treat
others as you wish to be treated, and if that held
true today I think everyone would be taking turns
stabbing one another in the heart!!
 
*sighs* 
 
Things like this get to me..
 
Or maybe its not so much that-
 
Maybe...
 
it has something to do with the fact that I drank a
half a bottle of vodka and went to go sit down and
watch some of the telle and all that was on the news
was about the "AMAZING Parade for Veterans in New
York" 
 
And what’s more..
they build up how great a government they have...like
its flawless
 
well
 
Everything has flaws, people either create their own,
or admit to the ones they already have, but
regardless...people have flaws. 
 
 
And hee yeah...end "rant" :}
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[29 Oct 2005|09:07pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Tusk _ FleetWood Mac ]

To be honest…it really sucks when you know your doing something selfish and somehow in the pit of your stomach you can’t seem to help yourself from it D:

I don’t know -.-

This whole thing with Brian, possibly being a dad is interesting though. I mean I love him…and I never knew how against children he was…but this whole thing is really getting to him and has me worried. If the child is his, I will all to gladly help take care of it with him. As well as I take care of him himself.

Anyway..Yeah I just thought I would update I suppose. Heh. Updated now.

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[16 Oct 2005|12:08am]
[ mood | busy ]

oh my god im still alive <.>;; just..bored :D what can I say. thats what seems to happen a lot. i have nothing to write about though >.<;; so yeaahh anyway...


real update coming soon. promise.

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[22 Sep 2005|03:01pm]
[ mood | woo ]

 Okay so I more or less got Bri’ drunk on purpose last night to relax him and relax me… bad days can only equal to bad nights unless fixed with something amazing v.v…such as! A mix of hot sex *points* NOT LITERAL…Yet >.> but vodka and then maybe some actual hot sex ^ ^ on the couch. Which ended up wearing us out and we didn’t yell at one another. It was nice. ANYWAY though.. I have  a real problem lately. And its got everything to do with people who build themselves up on sugar wall only to be crumbled down by the rain that has to be caused by someone else. But the problem is…as much as I would like to play Mother Nature and send a hurricane their way…. I cant. There are far to many hypocritical people in this world to set everything straight. And alas the vast majority of us who disagree with that of what seems to be going on are stuck watching the sugar walls grow taller and taller up. How discouraging v.v…anyway! Some guy was over the house last night…Victor Love? He looked Italian. Good looking kid, 27 or 28..some where around  there. But it was sad to be able to read through his eyes. He loves my Brian >.< and BLAH yeah I was almost jealous but then I wasn’t o.O cos I really trust Brian and I don’t think he would ever cheat on me. But it was just weird to be in the same room with someone who seemed to have as strong feelings for Brian as I do. But…in a different light I get to be in BIG rooms with lots of people that love Brian all the time -.- Guess being one on one is a big difference then being on stage and watching fans try and throw themselves on the stage <.> all in the eye of the beholder, if you will. Uhm…hmm…I don’t have much else to say about now. I’m a little tired so I’m thinking I will call it for now. Adu

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OOC IMPORTANT :D [15 Aug 2005|03:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Go Wait In The Car ]




OOC IMPORTANT FOR THE WEEK )

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[02 Aug 2005|10:42pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

[OOC : well this won't be taking effect right away but Stef will be picked up once again. New writer. Same storylines. Though everyone will be wiper clean from the journal's friends list. If you would like to be added please comment here. I'm a new writer for Stef and I wanna keep things straight. The old writer has informed me to keep sevral things going with Stefan and I will do my best to keep them up. Comment here to be kept on the list. Otherwise at the end of next week those who have not commented will be removed from the list promptly. Thank you once again

- G ]

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